I'm sorry.

New xanga.

I'll explain more tomorrow.

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Wow, haven't blogged in awhile.

And just because I don't blog don't think that I'm not catching up on all your lives.

Here's a blog I wrote like two days ago. Just haven't had the time to post it.

Okay maybe I've never realised this before, but I think the depression bug has been finding its way into everyone's system because it seems like we've all been stung by it numerous times. Some people have even fall ill to it at the least expected moments! Even though I am still in recovery after being attacked by a group of them, I have decided to help the people of the nation *coughs* otherwise known as my friends.

I know that at times your life may seem hard or things may always turn out wrong, but I'm here to tell you that it's not always your fault, it's not always going to be like this, and it's not wrong to be angry at yourself (and others) at times. Life is tough, but we all have to get through it. There's not doubt in my mind that if we stick together and just learn to understand one another we'd be alright. I know that I might sound like a crazy right now, but I really do mean this. Even if we're the closest of friends or far from even being acquainted you can make a difference in my life. I cannot say that every one of you (meaning the people that I keep in contact with) haven't made me think about something that I wouldn't have ever pondered before. I owe a lot to you all. I can't lose any of you. I'm pretty sure that I'll always be there for you. Don't be afraid to tell me your burdens because with that I'll bring advice and then share to you what troubles me. The only thing I ask in return is that we help eachother get better. Yeah, we're all practically kids and have our mixed emotions, but we can stop it. Or at least try to tame it. That is all I'm asking.

I've decided to make my feel-better cake now. Leave a comment if you want a piece and then I'll determine how much you get. ;] . And for your amusement (and a lighter ending to my dramatic/corny blog) I leave you with two images and a little explainations.

This is the depression bug. Stay away from it so we can all be happy together.

This is the cheerful bug. Keep this one near you at all times for the benefit of yourself and everyone around you.

- Ann (who will try harder to think positive) <3

Currently Playing American Idiot By Green Day Wake Me Up When September Ends see related

School was boring.

ass. ass. ass. ronie. ass. ass. ass.

Today the counselors from the magnet schools came. My magnet school line-up is as follows: Votech, Clark, Atech, or Desert Pines (as a last resort). So yeah. GO TO one of those 'cause I don't want to be alone. Geez.

Well I have nothing to say really so yeah here's a list of songs and how they make me feel.

"Sic Transit Gloria...Glory Fades" by: Brand New - Makes me feel all googly, but more like making out.
"Hard to Say" by: The Used - Makes me feel like singing along with all I got. Either that or getting drunk.
"Rapid Hope Loss" by: Dashboard Confessional - Makes me think a lot better of myself. Even though I get emotional while listening to it.
"Suicide Medicine" by: Rocky Votolato - Makes me love acoustic even more.
"Cute Without the 'E' " by: Taking Back Sunday - Makes me feel like dancing.
"Thank You For The Venom" by: My Chemical Romance - Makes me say, "Fuck yeah!," in my mind... wait a minute... all the songs by MCR make me think that. OR "*melts*".

Tired. Have to go brush my teeth and wash my face then it's off to bed I go. Nighty nights everyone!

P.s. Another home game next Thursday. I'll bring more batteries this time so MORE pictures.

love. love. v-day. love. love.

- Ann

I feel like crap.

School was crazy today. We had something called a "field day" even though it wasn't a real one. All we did was stand outside and listen to music. Pfft. The basketball game was amusing. In total it was Me, Juju, Aye Girl (formerly known as Wobbles), Mariah, Natalie, Aldair, Jami, and many other people who, if I connected people by degrees of seperation, would be further included upon my list. The game started late. So instead of beginning at 3:00 p.m. they guys played at 3:30 p.m. . Thirty minutes late! Oh well. No biggie. It just didn't give me enough time to actually watch the whole game. But if I remembered correctly the last time I checked the score was 26 to 28 with the other school (Saville) leading. That doesn't really disappoint me because, hey, you win some you lose some. Just the way life is.

The boys basketball team. The quality is crap since I had to brighten it. Didn't want to blind anyone with flash. WoOt. Dai'Mar's in there. LOOK. #14.

The cheerleading squad. Err... talking.?

Look at ze action! This was one of the two that didn't come out too blurry.

Action scene #2.

This was when we were losing BAD. Urgh.

Natalie =D

Me. EWWW. I was seriously thinking about not posting this.

Oh yeah some "punker" girl at school hates me. She's in seventh grade and not that that matters, but it brings up the fact that I hardly even know her. In fact I've never even been officially introduced to her. I just found out her name today for heaven sakes! Supposedly she told Juju that she, "Just hates me." She doesn't know why. It doesn't really bug me, but the only thing I want to know is WHY? So now I'm wondering am I mean or something? What could I have possibly done to a person I've never even met?

Watch this whole thing is going to be BLOWN out of proportion and soon the whole "punker" community is going to be against me. Geez.

Note: I used " " 's for a reason. Meaning I'm being SARCASTIC.

- Ann </////////////////////////3

Currently Reading September Sacrifice By Mark Horner see related

My lips hurt. Can you bring me my chapstick?

haha. Napolean is rad.

I don't want to go to school tomorrow.

I am going to the basketball game. ... According to Jami.

Hmmm. I'm tired and I have to take a shower soon. My hair is so oily ... it's just nasty. I'm thinking about cutting my hair again. Maybe, maybe not. Who knows. I sure don't. I'm oh so very bored. All of you need to go to Sweet-Revenge.cjb.net . It's an awesome site. Then go to MCR's myspace page and download the music video for, "Honey, This Mirror Ain't Big Enough For The Two of Us," or something like that. Gerard is pretty. I want Mikey's hairstyle in that one. Argh. I want a lip piercing. Whenever I see one on a guy I just want to bite it off. Like rawr. Liprings (or any one at that) are S  E  X . Woah. Getting all detailed here. Laters!

- Ann <//3